Originally posted January 1, 2009
It's Sunday night - January 4 - 2009 - and my eyes are getting very heavy... you are getting very sleepy...
actually i just took 2 ibuprofen PM. i have to do that sometimes and last night i was miserable. i'm sure tonight i'll toss just from fear of not sleeping. its a pain when that happens. like most in life, when you really want something its just not there...
so i took some meds and i think its working. Thank you Lord!
but i have so much i want to write. years and years of things i want to write...
1st - why did i name my blog "Jane's Daughter"? b/c i am! but i'm also Jerry's daughter and Mark, Brent and Shane's sister and Clint's wife and Stacey, Ryan, Chase and Cade's mom, and Nathan's aunt and Sara and Carson's stepmom... well, you get the picture.
i used Jane's Daughter b/c that is what i relate to the most. that's what i WANT to relate to the most. I love all the other relationships and i'm SO grateful to God for blessing me w/ so much but this year - 2009 - i want to be me as my mother's daughter. i want to write about things i think she would appreciate and enjoy reading. she always encouraged me to write too. Plus she's not here to tell me what i'm doing wrong!
may all i say and do honor my mother - her live and her memory - may all i do with my life rise to the occasion.
and Lord, help me find the time to make this dream come true... finally.
"It's never to late to be who you were meant to be." George Eliot